Journey for a Change

Alright so where do I begin? To start off, I know it's been a long while since I have written anything. My apologies, but there have been a lot going on. Since I am back now I want to bring a new subject of interest, a new subject to keep up with. It's one of the easiest thing to say but the hardest thing to do..... it's also my most feared word yet I use it all the time... It's .. Its... Dieting!!!!!

*whew*. ... so now that the cat is out the bag.... most people tell me all the time.. " you're fine... you don't need to diet blah blah blah... I'm actually pissed when I get those response, it's not me fishing for complement!! i just know what i use to be and i know for sure what i am no longer. Not to mention half of the people who tells me that barely even know me. Well i use to believe that i am my biggest critic so I trusted other people words. In result i was careless and well long story short.. I am extremely unhappy with myself. In total i have gained about 20 pounds and i need to get rid of it... with this being said... i just started p90x. and i am making a promise to myself to eat better.. i am setting goals for myself with no more excuses!!!

To keep this promise to myself i will try to blog about daily meal plans and times as well as my exercise regimen and will do a weekly weight in to keep track of my progress. IF ANY THAT IS... so wish me luck.. anyone with good advices or any words of motivations please feel free to drop by and help me shed this weight.

thanks


good night .. till tomorrow starts a whole new day !!!